Monday, October 30.

erm.. this is just for info nia.. http://www.nyp.edu.sg/studentApplicants/intakecop_Olevel.html
to see e cut off point for different courses and which poly is e best for tat course. hehe..
now i dun wan go SP. i wanna go NYP and NP. haha. coz only these poly have e courses i wan. and I WILL ENTER THEM!

{ 30.10.06 }

ok.. having headache those few days.. but im not gonna let this affect me. i will force myself to study! i dun aim high. i think i might get 21 points for my o. look like a big number.. but my standard is not high neither. i know myself. :)

today chinese paper 2 o was quite easy. i managed to get similar answers as chuihui. maybe im improving.. hehe. but too bad la. my paper 1 always pull me down. i tried writing lots of content in my compo. it;s my first time writing so long.. hope i wil get higher marks. how i wish i could retake my chinese oral too! :(

now regret.. too late le. anyway i plan for my future le. hehe..

i wanna go to nursing course or some child teacher.

teachers and friends say im suitable for those courses.

and i like them too.. sound kanna fun and exciting.

tell u my ambition since im young.

astronut, vet doc, air steward, doc, policewomen, nurse, teacher, housewife, businesswomen, and many more, cant rmb liao :p

hehe.. so many weird de. lol. ok. end of today. coz HEADACHE come le.. he is my enemy.

and i make a new friend call cherry. she's from HK. she's kind. i duncare who she is or wat status.!..! just as long as we can talk. then ok le. hehe.

nice to meet u *cherry*

{ 30.10.06 }

Saturday, October 28.

nowadays, my house have many beetles visitor.. eeyee.. hehe.. dian'er

im having headache too.. again.. always like tat towards exam..

stress or nervous?

{ 28.10.06 }

Friday, October 27.

i met moonlight in e morning on e way to school today.. so tired sia. ytd slept at 2. siao le. now eyes like charlene.. hehe..
wong also abit crazy today. pan and wong and yf and i ate and chatted together during lunch.. abt future and prom.. and yf and me and themselves.. lol.. ok la.. quite fun chatting wit them.

wanna vomit after e 6hours of bio lesson in itr1..

byebye, teachers ans friends

{ 27.10.06 }

Thursday, October 26.

My parents, sister and i went to mount A.... hospital. my mum need a laser surgery. We went there early in e morning. so tiring.

if only i had taken my afternoon e day before today, i wouldnt be so tired. We reached home and all of us sleep..

pi9 family.

i just meet ann, shannon and hussy at my house busstop in e evening.

Shannon very naughty. got some caterpillar thingy. lol

Ann passed me e answer sheet for prelim chinese paper. so kind of them. hehe. to accompany an and also ann came all e way to pass me e thingy.

Thank you! ;D

{ 26.10.06 }

Wednesday, October 25.

Nowadays i have funny and weird dreams. i dunno why i will dream of them. those were so funny and hope it;s true

there was once i did math tys til 2+. then i went to sleep. i dreamt of Mr toh teaching me math, on a sofa, at my pri school.. so weird.. wats going on?? haha

and i dreamt of justin for 2 days and wit happy ending. :P

ok. before i went to bed ytd, i read abit of ss notes. and i put it beside my bed and i fell asleep. so funnily, i dreamt of e day before ss paper. i dreamt tat there's a rumor saying tat looking ahead is coming out for O. lol. so strange ar.. haha. and i hope it really comes out. coz today moring, i woke up and i read on looking ahead. hope my dream is true.. :P

did i think too much til i dream of them? i didnt. and i have been dreaming everyday. haha. so interesting

{ 25.10.06 }

Tuesday, October 24.

just came back from vivo city. sunshine and i took photos and tried on some dresses and i bought chocolate and sweets from Ms Mary favourite shop. But those dresses looked kinda funny on us.. wahaha.

We think tat Vivo city is a gr8 place to spend ur time and for relaxing. it;s near e sea, near sentosa. better than esplanade.

there's a playground at the level3. we played and a maid laughted at us. lol. i know we looked stupid. but it's ok. we have fun!

so crazy!

{ 24.10.06 }

Monday, October 23.

as usual, i went to school early in e morning for bio lessons. and im so hungry for food. there's only kesha, yf, pan shou, jh, xinxin and daryl and i in bio lesson. nvm. it;s ok.. we stil 1 family. lol

sebastian becomes my moonlight.. lol. and annette is still my little sunshine.

im like a pig again today. eating cream puff and next peabut butter waffle.

Looking forward to 24 oct 2006.. anyway the two sunshineS finally made up their mindS to watch e Sinking of Japan at Vivo city.. hehe.. yeah!

{ 23.10.06 }

Sunday, October 22.

ytd was DEEPAVALI

i went for alumni band in school at 7.30 to 10+.

i met norvan to pass him his little birthday gift but was later found out tat i gave the wrong one. so blurr..

yar.. today im like a pig.. eat and eat and eat nonSTOP!!!!

Ann, Keahe and i were so afraid to enter our school toliet.. so eeEEEYYYEYeeee.. terrible.. so many cockcroaches.

alumni band was like the usual one we had in 2005. i think it's better this way. haha.

after band, i was hungry again. so i went NP mac myself.. so late and lonely. hah. nvm, i must learnt to be alone coz im a ADULT alreadi! as usual, i forgot my ezlink card password. but maybe not forgot, maybe e machine have problem. damn it!

when i was walking on my way home. i saw many tamils or bangla ppl lying on the field, drinking beer.. and vomiting. eee.. so grossSS! i know it;s deepavali.. but... dun have to like tat ma. they treat everywhere like their house. looks like Singapore owe them a living.. NO, of course NOT!!!!! dun like them like tat... throw Singapore face.. haha. can go hotel or KTV to sleep and have fun ma.. WHY ON THE STREET? we're not in e third world country. we din abuse u all!

and i was happy ytd, dunno why.. maybe excited about the movie tat ann and i are goin to watch.. im so indecisive!! i cant make up my mind!!

SINKING OF JAPAN or PRESTIGE or DEATHNOTE

i dunno.. all sound so excited and nice to me.

now, im watching the trails of those movies and stil dunno which to watch!!!

{ 22.10.06 }

Saturday, October 21.

ytd night, i chatted wit my sunshine for abt 3 hours to 4? til quite late ar.. we chatted abt everything under e sun.. lol. AND we're goin to watch a movie at the new shopping centre (dunno how to spell e name). hehe. goin there next tue which was 24 oct. we're gonna watch the DEATH NOTE. sound so cheeky.. haha. then we go far east see see.. hmm.. i sounded like a sec2 student..

ARENT U TAKING UR O THIS YR!

:p sorry la. just so eager to go out wit my sweet sunshine. keke

ohya. then in the afternoon chew called me, ask me wanna watch deathnote ma. but i say no coz im sleeping. haha. later i found out they asked me coz they got 2 extra tickets.. haha.. not bad la, at least stil rmb me :p . at last they found kenneth and dunno what chun to go wit them.. dun waste tickets and $$ ma..

{ 21.10.06 }

ytd morning, i accompany my mum to see an optic doctor. hope it is not serious. i ate at the 9 hundred plus there de chicken rice. then i saw tat man again..
i had a crush on him since i was sec2. haha. he just came back from his army. he sell chicken rice or can say he work there or help out. lol.
he dun look very handsome nor cute. he just somehow attracted me. :p i only know tat i always went to his stall to buy chicken rice. then we'll smile smile.. hehe.. then sometimes see see.. lol. but i dunno wat he thinking la. my sister know him thru her friend.. so.. tat is means i am his friend too. hehe. but i dun dare ask wats his name!!
there was 1 incident. i went to eat chicken rice wit brenda. we sat near to the stall. hehe.. then i so clumsy. i spiked my soup.. ON MY SKIRT! luckily i was going home later. he came over (luckily not those uncle at the coffeshop) to clean up for me.. not my skirt but the table. yar.. then he talk to me abt how hot the soup was, did it hhurt me, tell me how pain he is when he serve ppl, etc.. haha. i just nod my head like a donkey. i was quite embarrassing. but it's ok. :)
so.. maybe tats how i know him.. and we stil smile smile. lol

{ 21.10.06 }

Thursday, October 19.

yar, today was my o level practical exam.. as usual, i woke up late again. :p Mr Goh had to call my phone and home.. lol. but i alreadi left home.. too slow la dude.

the practical was.. easy? ok la. i can handle tat. i can confirm tat i will do better than my prelim practical.. tats enough for me. :)

while doing practical, i was bored, so.. i take the pen knife and i tot: "is this really sharper than the knife?" then i put my thumb on the blade, and rubbed against the knife. it does not hurt but there's a mark. a long mark.. then i tot again:"why no blood de?" then i do it again. even harder. no blood. then i stopped coz so sian.. i think im crazy le.

after school lessons was cancelled. so kesha, fang'3r and i went to lookeed for Mary and Kaur. Kaur mraked my compo and say:"wat's the wrong wit u?" not gonna tel u all wats wrong. ;p then i went to find Ms low. she say to me:"wats the wrong wit u?" im not gonna say too.. ;P

we stayed back til 5 plus wit mary to do some mapreading. and the PSI went up to 113 according to Mr Goh. we could even smell the sulphur dioxide. when i was doin my mapreading, the paper comehow like.. tearing the cut earlier. so terrible, but there's no blood.. and I ahd a bad headache! but i know im always so strong.. TAHAN..

We walked home wit Mary cracking lame jokes. Happy Mary treat us chocolate waffles.. yeah! haha.. like some kids..

TERRIBLE INDONESIA GOVERNMENT

When i was having a bathe.. (pls dun get horny yet..) i only used one of my hand which is my right hand.. lol. coz i scare i'll tear the cut then blood really comes out. lol

luckily the cut was on my laft thumb.. or else i have to go to the bank today and change my thumb print. hehe..

so now.. i finished my blogging.. and im gotta eat my dinner. and sleep like im in heaven til tml NV comes. lol. wondering whether my sunshine had finish loading her picutres.. haha..

anyway.. watch 'The Finer Side" so nice.. and funny.

{ 19.10.06 }

17/10/2006 was graduation ceremony..

i woke up late, so i took the cab which cost me $5.10. lol. such short distance only!

Mr Low Eng Kee sang a song.. It was so touching. i felt like crying the moment he sang the graduation song for us. coz, i really feel like NOT LEAVING THE SCHOOL SO SOON.. NOT YET!! Some people alreadi cried when the graduation cermony starts. tats fast.. lol.

when we walked out of the hall.. to walk the passage of graduating.. my heart is so pain. then i saw vincent, chew, meng and all the members crying.. they made me cry.. and i hugged all of them.. but i forgotten abt ah meng.. so sorry. :p

My Majesty Kaur was crying too.. Practically, almost everybody was crying, missing each other company.. Of course i wont forget the 4B1 classmates. We took photos and write some good wishes for each others.. i hugged ann and we cried like a baby.. SO UNBELIEVABLE.. tat's a good and bad day. lol

i went up to the back of the hall to find the rest of the members. of course we sob together!!

then i saw justin and eric tan walkin towards the DnT workshop to photocopy smth. i hugged justin but he seemed so.... haiz. asking him to write in my graduation book is so difficult, and maybe the book looked like a autogragh book.

I went to find eric heng, dun feel like finding him coz he's so cute and horny.. lol. I and him chatted quite long, about wat? i have no idea too.. some crappy stuff.

then i went for my bio lesson wit DCJW again..

of course, i will rmb this day.. very much.. and wats a petty, it's my late day. gonna miss my SUNSHINE who always shine up my days, members, 2a2 freak though i dunno some of them, they are friendly, band members and of course, miss kaur, wong, mary..

You all are so precious to me.. LOVE YOU

and i changed my wishlists too.. check it out! ;p

{ 19.10.06 }

Tuesday, October 17.

today, Wong cancelled our remedial again.. it's ok coz i was stil sleeping. lol. and i was having a serious gastric pain. couldnt even stand properly. i had a hard time bathing.. maybe for about 30 mins. coz.. cant tahan the pain!

i went to school at round 10+ wit kesha. We were trying to ask TOH and mdm Haslinah some math Qs.

I shouted for SUNSHINE at the spiral stair! lol. We have recess wit 4B1. and weisheng is getter fatter. he also looked like wakao eric. lol. really look alike. even the voices too.. hehe.. check it out@school.

Wakao Eric shouted for me,"siao zha bo!"(madwomen). shouted so many times.. then i turned to see who is that idiot. and i dun admit im madwomen!

after 2 yrs wit TOH, i finally understands what he say. ok la, he teach math not bad la.. just make u think and think and think and think and think and think.. so tedious.

Shannon, hussy, Na, minqi, xiangxiang and many.. were playing poker cards in band room from 11 to 1.30!! so daring wor.. but it's fun, seeing them laugh like crazy!

after school, about 3, the school become so quiet, everybody went home, so fast.. then Na, hussy, kesha and shannon went foyer. We wrote some wishes at the board wit Shirley YEO and Jun Mei. so crappy.. haha. it's fun..

anyway, my day is lighted up by those crappy ppl. Headache

{ 17.10.06 }

Monday, October 16.

i was late for bio lesson as usual.. DCJW receive my laughter in the morning when i opened the itr1 door. hehe.

today haze is so terrible.. make me feel so warm! i hate it!

Miss vivian tan was teaching me, kesha and yf maths. so kind and nice.

Today i saw joel, so cute!! he called me.. hehe.. then i share his cocacola drink wit him :p

today i saw justin so many times. hehe. i went out of itr1 get some food, i turned, i saw him. when i finish bio lesson, i went out, i turned, i saw him. haha. coindence wor. i went to find him in e art gallary. for wat reasons? he asked. i said :)

today i was hungry, very hungry.. argh!!

graduation day is coming.. so sad to leave them. can i hug u all.. tightly? wed is coming.. i dunwanna let come so soon.. it's seems like eveything happen so fast.

STOP!

{ 16.10.06 }

Saturday, October 14.

oh ya.. when i was walking home from the interchange last thur. someone shouted my name.. who ttt? KANNAH. (i dunno whether his name is spelled correctly). He's my pri skool classmate. He's an indian and fat, he should be studying now but he quit sec skool. He become an indian gangster. lol. I used to quarrel wit him, depised him. but sometimes he's really nice. he's not tat bad and scary after all!

I was in the middle of the yishun pond and he shouted my name. he said: BYE ESTHER." then he board his taxi. so sweet of him. i was shocked coz i tot who the hell who shouted my name! of course i replied:'BYE!' :) and i feel so happy after tat day. haha. i'll rmb him! and one more naughty singh boy...

My parents will be going to genting wit my relatives on the 10 of Nov. it's my DAD'S BIRTHDAY!!

they're going for abt 4 days. then i have to settle my bf, lunch, dinner, supper myself. haiz.. housework and all.. eeeyyyee..! :p

{ 14.10.06 }

Friday, October 13.

DCJW's sick today. So.. she cant meet us for lesson at 9. Poor wong.

Miss lee was in hospital, i think she has a serious migrin..
i love chocolate! but i haven ate any for abt 1-2 months le, usually someone buy for me. today! i eat chocolate bicuits. lolz. im happy. hehee. from today onward is our study leave. but i'll stil coming to school everyday for the first week of the study leave. to ask teachers or to do revision wit friends. if not, i will become a pig and sleep til 12!
anyway some of the members managed to find a job at Mariot Hotel as a banquet. wah... lolz. chew and meng were so bore ytd night. they went the void deck of my house to chat. but i cant go down. haiz.
no dog, no worry, still happy. =)

Justin had an hair extension. haha. red de. but gonna take tat down or else Soo will pull off for u. hehe. takecare

{ 13.10.06 }

Thursday, October 12.

today liem lectured us again.. Actually she does make sense. She say we better study hard or else.. "when we put the last full dot, our heart will drop!" i agreed. i felt like this before, felt so terrible. tat was when i gave up study and went for examinations. i regreted not studying. but.. why am i stil here.. I gonna LOVE MYSELF. strive--->-->>--->--->>->--->>----------->

{ 12.10.06 }

I went to Singapore Ploytechnic to look for the requirements for some courses. Firstly, the BUSINESS COURSES. examples: Accountancy, banking & Financial Services, Business Administration.

i)eng:1-6

ii)math:1-6

iii)3others except cca (Combined Humanities, Commerce / Commercial Studies, Geography, History, Literature, Principles of Account.)

Bacially, all course for business requirements are the same except for Diploma in Media & Communication--eng:1-4. The cut-off point are from 15-17. Future to either further your studies at reputable foreign universities or work in the banks, financial institutions and finance department of any company. (note: theseRjustEoverview)

Then i look at school of chemical and life sciences. examples: Biomedical Science, Biotechnology, Chemical Engineering, Chemical Process Technology, Optometry.

i)eng:1-7

ii)math:1-6

iii)any type of science:1-6

all courses the same requirements.. The cut off point are 9-18. Future to seek employment in some R&D institues or work in some pulic sectors in the Ministry of the Environment & Water Resources, Education, National Parks Board and Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority. (note:theseRjustEoverview)

The course mostly require English! Mathematics and Science and Humanities and POA! firstly, my eng suck. secondly, i suddenly had no interest in POA. My combined bio is driving me crazy. Fourthly, i think my humanities and math stil got hope. coz i suddenly fall in love wit them. *Muack* Fnn seem to be not in any use at all.

If i get very bad for O, i might end up at Diploma in Mechatronics. erm.. no offence, i heard tat course tat nonogood. Tml then i go see other ploy..hehe.

{ 12.10.06 }

Wednesday, October 11.

Wong Wong Wong.. she's goin Corea wit her best friends... pan and long. She claimed that she looked Corean in the photo. so.. she shall be called DA CHANG JIN WONG. lolz. DCJW seems to be very joyful today. She joked for the whole lesson, tat doesnt seems to be like her.. Hmmm... DCJW say she gonna miss my laughter.. so sweet.. haha. and she demonstrated..(HEHEHE)..woo... she's crazy.
Anyway, our class will be seeing her three more time and we're dismiss. Maybe i will miss her Temperamental side. oh.. i wil miss u, DCJW. :p
My MAjesty Kaur is also very high today. She laugh at my compo! lolz. My compo was very dramatic. I wrote abt wat happen wat .. cant unlock the front door. i dunno wat write, so i write abt some cartoon or shows tat i had watched. She laughed and laughed. Of course, i laughed too. whahaha. kesha and fang'3r also laughed. :( i felt so embarrassed and funny and warm and HUNGRY.. lolz, mixed feelings.
Today, my mood not bad la. nv angry or shout. Smile with me. :)

{ 11.10.06 }

Tuesday, October 10.

these few days were very tedious.Im exhausted! Im hot-tempered coz i feel 'fan'. so talk to me properly or else i will... i feel sick today, i feel cold and perspire at e same time, stomach pain (maybe cause i skip lunch). Im HUNGRY! (good sign) however, when i see food, i lose my appetite and i eat only a few spoonful of food. why!?!? This week forehead feels very tight. i hate it! it's worst than headache. i cant absorb knowledge! ArGh.!.! how to prepare for o!
my class has been seeing the Queen Carol Wong for these few days for some KILLER QUESTIONS. scary... maybe she's lonely? therefore she gather our class everyday to accompany her.. lolz. let's us give her a *hug*
Everyday after school have to see Majesty Kaur. she's teachin me ENG by correcting my errors. so kind of her. *MuacK*
Life is stil so boring. Eric mei might be giving me his dog:p but it's ex wor. think thru thoroughly ba.:) thx u

{ 10.10.06 }

Sunday, October 8.

Friends.. how do i define them?
i love friends who appreciate me, remember me, care for me. And i have some caring friends: fang'3r, justin, weihao(jurongss), eric (mei), ah meng, shiyi, chewjj, shannon, Annette(my sunshine). they rmb things we did together, always there when im feeling down, after few days, will ask about me again. hehees, so touch wor. but also i wont forget the rest especially the 'members'.. haha. they sometimes also got accompany me. some ppl only care for one day, next time forget abt me le, so sad.
Friends have to be there for u when u needed them most. they dunhave to talk, but to stay by ur side. gr8 to have such friends. i love u all!!

{ 8.10.06 }

Saturday, October 7.

Ytd supposedly goin ys park wit fang'er but she say:look like it;s gonna rain' then nv go le. BUT i very sian.. so sms lots ppl and finally i have shiyi to spend my MoonCake Festival wit :) we went around wit 2 cutie lanterns in ys park. many opss ppl wor. firstly, we met 3 of 4a2 classmates Secondly, northbrook gals and unknow school boys quarrel.. haiyoz! thirdly, we went to find the "members"(ex=3a3 classmates). we chit-chat til 11plus. i and shiyi headed home first coz we are little girls ma.. :p
shiyi was VERY happy ytd, coz it's her first time goin out wit friend for mooncake fest and til so late!! guess wat? she slept at 3.(too happy le) hehe

{ 7.10.06 }

Feeling bore and unable to express myself, so.. create a blog..

{--hello people--}

{ 7.10.06 }