Monday, November 27.

{ 27.11.06 }

Sunday, November 26.

Oh yeah
Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off and just said this
I know exactly what i want this year
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby ( baby baby )
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe maybe)
He'll be all my own in a big red bow
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year
Oh yeah
yeah
Christmas eve I just cant sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
'Cause I heard that ur comming to town
Santa can you hear me?
I really hope that you're on your way
With something special
For me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby (baby baby)
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe maybe (maybe maybe)
We'll be all alone under the mistle toe
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all i want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Oh yeah
Bring me a love I can call all mine
Oh yeah
Cause I've been so good so good this year
Oooh
Can't be alone under the mistle toe
He's all I want in a big red bow
Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year
Aaah
Oh santa
Aaah
Can you hear me?
Aaah
Ooh santa
Well he's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year
Santa thats my only wish this year

{ 26.11.06 }

{ 26.11.06 }

Friday, November 24.

today...

{ 24.11.06 }

Monday, November 20.

{ 20.11.06 }

Sunday, November 19.

ytd went to grandparent's house.. very long never go le.. i think about 1 year le ba.? so long.. time passes by so fast.. and im growing older each passing day. and illness became vulnerable to me.. so naughty bacteria.. lol.
my cousin and i played Majong.. haha.. i dun really know how to play la.. not a gambler. i know the basic only. and i manage to win one round. haha. is very good le. and of course we din play real money.. if yes ar, i surely broke le.
yar.. so i din study e whole of ytd.. not even one sentence.. today have to chiong le.. anyway tats wat i always do.. keke..
maybe ytd i travel then my left eye get worst! looked like an alien.. "WHO IS TAT IN THE MIRROR?"
hmmm... left eye stil swollen... and it looked abit pinkishred. ok nvm about tat.. it's not gonna make me stay at home!! hehe but if i had to, i no choice.. be a guai guai lady. haha
erm.. i got a new friend called pengyong.. at the tag there.. haha. sound like 'pengyou' friend in chinese. hehe. erm.. we can chat.. so.. why not?? he's my friend. lol
decided to choose m1.. pay is better and time is okok.. better than baleno. tats all folk..:)

{ 19.11.06 }

Friday, November 17.

WHICH SHLD I CHOOSE?

yar.. today fnn and poa was ok la... now left one more paper then im free!!

today reached home, my sister asked me accompany her to swim.. but i cant, coz of private thungy.. hehe.. so i just sit there and read chem notes.. end up.. i din read, i was looking at ppl.. i not pervert la!! just children and a pretty lady.. she din swim at all.. she just kept walking around like this is a beauty contest.. siao... attract attention only..

there's this adult, F, she wore pink swimming custume. erm.. i saw her swim.. i dunno why also. haha.. quite funny actually.. i tot im e only one looking at her.. but.. my sister also looking at her intently. haha. and we laughed. keke... i tot it was going to rain.. dark cloud merge together.. i saw a opss councilor, i think she recognise me and i recognise her too.. i tried to smile but i think a bit weird. so i avoid her attention. haha.. another pregnant lady attract me too.. her butt is so ) and her stomach so big and round.. she is plump too. and overall she looked like a cute mother. hehe.. and she is swimming too.

we went for dinner.. i saw bo sheng, donavan and one more boy.. ok fine.. skip tat...

i saw SUZANNAH.. haha.. i bet u dunno her.. of course u dunno.. she is my pri school friend. lol. she is working at Baleno.. and i was on e way to ask to work in Baleno too.. hehe.. cause my sister help me, senior ma.. keke.. but suzan going to be transfer to Novana next mon and i forgot to ask for her number.. wasted! but my sister asked me whether i wanna work in M1 or Baleno.. M1 pay is better and time shorter but have to face many customer and anser all their doubts.. i can memo, but i dun like entertaining so many faces.. lol. but the pay is indeed better. Baleno have to work for almost everyday. pay not so much also.. but only have to fold clothes and stil can talk to staff.. so.. quite relaxing la. hehe. and i just took a form from Baleno.. but i dunno which one i wan..

{ 17.11.06 }

Wednesday, November 15.

WAIL!!!

today , i wake up. i feel pain on my left eye and i feel tat it is swollen!! and i looked so scary with e horrible eye!! :'(

i went for lunch wit YF. i eat while she wait. lol. she wan de ma.. hehe.. i decided to have a healthy meal today.. so i went to order yong tou fu. i was lining up. and this crazy woman, tap my shoulder and shouted, "ESTHER!" ok, i was shocked! lol. tat was WONG. then another woman tap me from my back, it was PAN. then i saw a woman ordering food infront of me, it was LOY. then wong spoted my left eye. then nag and nag...just like my mum. say i nv take care, must drink lot water, go see doc, why like tat.. and she is ashame tat im her bio student coz i dunno how to take care of my EYE. haha. while eating my lunch, another crazy person massage my shoulder. haha. ok.. shh... it was SOO.. hehe. then chat wit her awhile.. then she go and join the staff for lunch.. though they are teachers, they laugh so loudly at e coffee shop!

STORM!! raining cats and dogs just when we are leaving.. then the teacher lend us one umbrella for both me and yf. ok. tats nice. hehe. then we are sheltered. yeah!

today poa paper.. wat liem taught us is in the exam paper. which is good. BUT!! i din study hard enuf.. so.. haiz.. i just wish i pass tats all..

even though everybody is present for poa paper, some of them din study and of course draw pictures, sleep or just find in e blank. other schools friends say poa quite tough. hmmm..

one of e private cndidate do halfway, take her stuff, and leave the exam hall, and go home orh orh.. haha.. one of my friend from 4a1, skip this poa paper.. ok.. why not give it a tyr and not just give up like tat?? haiz..

yar, i checked my hp after poa. a miss call from palace, a msg from JANICE, my pri school friend.. i has beening finding her contact for so long le, abt 2 yrs? and junhao msg me"how's poa? i think i die le......." ok.. and i din reply him yet. haha.. later ba.:P

ok.. tel u wat happen on the day i went out with shiyi. there is this old lady selling tissues. she came over to me and say, 'laugh laugh laugh' in hokkien. since i good mood, so i bought tissue from her. and she so smart. she saw me taking $2 out coz i no change then she gave me 6 packet of tissues. lol. ok la, since i good mood then just buy lor. then she might think i very kind ba.. hehe. shiyi and i chatted quite long while eating. then e old lady came over andask why i haven go home. lol. then she went away but came back again. she ask me,"now raining, u have umbrella not?? where u stay??" maybe she is concern abt me?? hehe.. then shiyi and i faster get away from tat place.. how we know wor. the old lady was behind us.. and she say to me"going home alreadi? did u rmb to take ur things?" haha;.. ok thats was scary!!

{ 15.11.06 }

Monday, November 13.

home alone 4th day, last day

hehe.. ytd i skip dinner coz lazy again. lol. and i have some kueh before i sleep at 2 last night or moring.. yar.. and there's a miracle!! my lights can on again! woohoo.. haha..

'there can be miracle, when u believe...' rmb this song?? :)

today is my last day home alone!! yeah.. then i wont starve anymore. hehe

so i decided to go out for lunch today.. just for today, just for my last day.. lol. with SHIYI.

now online talking to yanny and rs. yanny say i always send him nice emails. hehe.. he say e illusion one is SCARY... cause u can actually see jesus in ur naked eye!! haha... yanny goin chalet til wed moring which is tue night. ?? i gave yanny my mobile no. and guess wat? he ssooo playful.. he called my mobilem and say" just testing only, to make sure i din save e wrong number." so lame.. ok.. he make me laugh so it;s ok. Rs and i is discussing how to buy his birthday thingy, so funny.. so he alreadi know wats he gonna get. haha. i dun mind.

coz i really dunno ma.. avoid buying smth he dislike. :P

hehe.. now waiting for my parents to come home. but dunno wat time they come back.. will i miss my dinner again?? no worry, i got nutella, peanut butter, kaya, butter for my homemade breadmade.. :P at most i fall asleep and forget abt my hunger. :(

yoz, my sister just called me. she i asked me to close all windows.. for wat??? cause her side, dunno where, should be town, is raining cats and dogs.

oh ya.. cause of e handsome BUSH, our poa and fnn paper on 17 will postpone one hour later.. due to traffic jams. keke...

{ 13.11.06 }

Sunday, November 12.

Home alone 3rd day

tell u abt ytd ba.:>

my elder sis, valerie, rushed back home to pass me my dinner during her break time. so sweet. hehe. norvan din meet meet ytd. naughty, nv tel me earlier.
ytd night was so 'suay'. my sister came back, enter our room, on e light, CANNOT ON! poor thing, we have no light! or maybe we have no lights until monday! arGH! kinda irritating to look at e mirror w/o e lights on.. haha
then we on e tv, CANNOT ON! i mean can on la, but e screen is like tat ----------------- wat the hell.. haha
no choice then no scv today or maybe no scv til monday! then go to my parents' room to watch tv. :)
yar, no bread at home, so we cooked maggie for supper. lol. and i cant sleep after tat. so i watched tv til 3.30. hhehe.. crazy me

yoz.. today is my second day 'home alone'

today woke up at 12.30. now blogging, later gonna call mac delivery. lazy to go out to buy lunch. :P

{ 12.11.06 }

Saturday, November 11.

home alone 2nd day

yar.. left with POA, FnN and MCQ sci.
ytd i spent e whole day watching tv.. to gain some knowledge :p
so bore at home.. 4days to poa paper. so long. and im making used of e time to practice! lazy gal
woke up at 11 today. lol. mum's friend bought lunch for me. :) later gonna do housework.. haiz. and now it's raining, feel like sleeping again. read my mail and saw some interesting mail. hehe.. make my day somehow.. my tortoise was walking ard my house early in e morning and went outside! so naughty! but my neighbour say it;s cute.. hehe..
Now, im wondering how to settle my dinner. haiz.. dunno whether Norvan coming over to my place to get smth.. if he comes, hehe.. i will ask him to buy dinner for me.. YEAH! if not, see how lor, i happy, i go out buy dinner for myself or cook maggie.. yuckS! haha
Oh ya! e panda haven go off yet!

{ 11.11.06 }

Friday, November 10.

home alone 1st day

yoz! feeling high today. haha. cause math paper 2 was easy. and i can do it! since it's easy, mean other better school will think it;s very easy. then also no use. coz o is see e % then see whether u wat grade de. haiz.. hope the better school dun get so high marks!! :P

today morning very sian, coz cant find ppl to eat wit me. i sms many ppl, some nv reply, some say yes but nv reply after tat! some apologise but it's ok. and finally i got CHUIHUI. my secondary 1 and 2 best friend. and now is still. and always :) stand by me

people say i make used of u

i deny coz i din

i din go to another when im with u

u too say tat i left u alone

i dun think so

cause i never had that in my mind

cant i just chat for awhile?

i will come back to you

i wont take more than 10 mins

this week

more than once

you din keep your promise

you say you will be back

but once you go

you never come back

people can see

and

i din bad mouth you

cause it is so obvious

you can talk to your friends

i dun mind

anyway

why should i mind?

it's your freedom

your choice

you say you wanna go with her

then you go

maybe can tell my before hand

but you always tell me at e last minute

then

what am i supposed to do?

i din say anything

doesnt mean i let this matter off

anybe u can say im petty

and

i dun care

assume that this is writng about you

cause i want you to read this

not evil

not revenge

just my feelings

some can treat this as a poem, a not very nice plan poem. lol

{ 10.11.06 }

Thursday, November 9.

hehe.. today geo no good, as i anticipated. nvm, im alreadi ready for e worst.
tml is my dad's birthday and my parents are going to Genting tml morning. then i will be filming "home alone 10". lol.
we went to AMK to eat BIG crab.. so full.. total cost abt $200.. wah.. haha.. then we had Angie;s choice strawberry cake! hehe.. but e cake was ruined by my mum.. :( show u: and i dunno how to turn it.. take a closer look at e base, it's separated! so many candles, so old le. haha

we were so cartoon, and we used my dad's hp to snap a auto picture..

and we all looked very funny, weird... one happy-funnily family. :D

{ 9.11.06 }

Wednesday, November 8.

yawn.. ytd so tired.. but end up stil sleep at 12+

erm.. this blog, i dun like e entries section. so cram de! but nvm, anything la.

Eng was.. hmmm.. er.. i dunno how to say.. average? difficult? i dare not say. no confident. :(

ok.. im tryong to add some things into this christmas skins.. kinda plain though it;s pink. lol.

searching...

{ 8.11.06 }

Tuesday, November 7.

ok, i blogging again.. coz im happy again.. happy coz CHEMISTRY paper was easy. i mean i can do it la. but i made some silly mistakes again. but it's ok. :) lol

nowadays RS has been moviating me. or maybe can say, i find him to motivate me.. :P it;s ok. coz i really need someone.

tml i may be sad coz it;s ENGLISH paper. think of it i no mood le.

cheer me and remove that panda spot away from my eye! irritating!!

~~Kambeta~~

{ 7.11.06 }

Monday, November 6.

I slept at 4.40 ytd. dunno y cant sleep again. and i was almost late for exams. luckily daryl called my ohone to wake me up.. hehe. so good. ok la, i allow him to 'peek' into my house for these few days.. only these few days.. after o finishes. hehe. anyway THANK DARYL, my survival of e day.

Math paper 1 was okok la. can pass i happy le. like i say, i dun expect high like how my parent dun expect me too.

today 1 hr before SS paper starts, i became crazy. i talked nonsence wit lilian, iris, kesha, shasa and yf. i told yf, lian and shasa that if i am e first to sit into the exam hall, birth of nation will come out. when teachers asked us to enter, i ran to my seat. IM e FIRST! hehe

erm.. can i say i feel so lucky today? maybe coz i take a risk and studied only birth of nation out of 6! and it CAME OUT. however, i din have enuf time to finish e SEQ. and i miss out points here and there. minimum 3 points, i only write 2. though i disagree wit e q, i only write one reson to support. haiz.. i think i either just pass or fail by abit ba. happy also no use, coz din write good answers.

so... i gtg bathe and sleep like a pig. and wake up at mid to study chemistry.. can i be lucky for these months??

please..

{ 6.11.06 }

Saturday, November 4.

the Enchanted Life so nice.. i love tat show.. it make me gonna wahahaha..

ytd i studied ss and i lost my DOOM notes! but nvm, i tink i know them le.:P

hmmm.. i burn oil again, from 11 to 4. but i slept at 6. diao!

now become panda le. and i dun have anymorw headache le though i slept so late, becoming like a bat. nowadays i feel so sian. haiz x 100000

anyway this song is from N.E.R.D i think it sounds kinda horny and SEXY. haha. and one of guy in it looks like (i forget his name le, ps) yar.. nvm

somebody get some water in here...!

{ 4.11.06 }

Thursday, November 2.

ytd i only started study at 12 mid. and kesha was also studying.. hehe. and i slept at 4. i think kesha is still studying.. but i cant tahan le! and i am such a pig, i woke up at 1.

ytd night i was very HAPPY! haha.. Denise and RS brightened up my day.. hehe.. no empty promise ar... :P

i keep mine, u keep urs

lastly, i will always stand by u SUNSHINE. and be ur always girl-friend. taka!

{ 2.11.06 }

Wednesday, November 1.

17500/1925/1474

today bio paper. erm. wat i learnt came out.. yeah.. but some q is quite tricky, i think til gonna have brain vein damage. idin have enuf time for my essay. i din took note of e time. and i stil take my own sweet time doin mindmap. SIAO! when kaur say: u have 15min left." i panick, i really panick. my hand were shaking while writing essay. i stil have 3 more esaay Q to finish in 15mins. i know e ans, but i just briefly write all e main points. hopefully, those little points can gain some marks. I WISH!!

This first paper had made me so nervous. i din sleep at all.. was lying on my bed recapping ecology and bacteria. lol. and it came out. but e q ar.. tricky, dunno i ans correctly ma. haiz. i very kaisu, 2 marks Q i gave abt 3 points. haha.. scare ma. anywhere they are not gonna - me for writing extra point. i think so. dun care, also not eng compre..:P

I will survive.. ok!

{ 1.11.06 }

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